My Journey thru Surrogacy...


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

The waiting game...

Its been a week and a bit since my DNC and my hormones are finally starting to feel like they are some what "normal" (whatever "normal" is!) But James says I am much happier and not blowing up over little things! Man those hormones are a killer!!!

So now we are on a waiting games...times seems to be moving slowing in the surrogacy journey now, because I am impatiently waiting another shot at getting prego!!

I have booked an acupuncture appointment with a 70 year old man who has been practicing Chinese and natural medicine for a VERY LONG time!! I am so excited to go for my appointment to get poked and prodded and improve our chances of making this baby(ies) stick!!!!

Monday, January 3, 2011

With a heavy heart...

It's with a heavy heart that I share, that my surro-babe grew wings today.

We went in for our 9weeks and 5days ultrasound to discover that the little bean had no heart beat.

It has been such a roller coaster, but the eternal optimist in me, never expected such bad news. As the tech told us today that the baby was dead, my heart sunk and the room seemed to stand still. It was shocking.

We are now awaiting for the baby to pass, and to get another period and then we are going to try again. There will be a happy ending to this journey, now we just have to wait a little bit longer.

Sweet dreams surro-babe.